"Take one" I’m naming it.

Maybe because I don’t know if this is really going anywhere, and/or because I really don’t know what I’m doing. Call it an impulse or the after effect of watching a really awesome movie after a long time; I realized I had to start somewhere.

Coz if you never try you never know. That’s the theory I’ve been hearing, so why not give it a shot. Lately life’s been headed towards all the darkest alleys I’ve ever passed through before and going through all of them at once has left me with a scary gut feeling, and maybe a bit of guilt.

I finally took the second most difficult decision of my life, and I hope it doesn’t land me in another shrinky experience like the first one. Life’s already hard enough without crappy reruns. That is one memory I never want to reminisce. In a few days I'll have the answer so I’ll keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.